Do you ever have a day that didn't turn out the way you thought it would?
Do you ever think that things aren't going the way you thought it should?
Do you ever get anything done in a day?
Do you ever think you aren't doing things you should?
Do you ever think you aren't the friend you should be?
Do you ever think you aren't being the Parent you should be?
Do you ever think the world is against you?
I seem to be having one of those days...AGAIN.
I just wasn't able to commit to the day.
I didn't get to exercising today...I chose to do the dishes instead.
I didn't get that shower today...I chose not to exercise today...because I did the dishes.
I didn't vacuum today...I chose to go to Jo-Ann's.
I didn't finish the laundry today...I chose to get my hair done.
In the process of not getting much done today, besides cute hair. I realized that other people affect my day. Whether it's the things they say to me, or to others, being left out by others, or not being able to feel how I do. I am tied to other people's emotions more than I should.
I need to rely on my inner feelings about myself. I need to feel the presence of my Heavenly Father more in my life. I need to let go of preconceived notions. I need to stop thinking about myself and think of others.
My family is wonderful. Jaelynn wanted to spend time with me tonight. Jackson wants me to read him a book before bed every night. Jessica was out for the evening, supporting a friend. Jamison loves to play video games and Jillian was happy watching netflix on the iPod. I love my kids. Thanks so much for loving me just the way I am.
My parents are wonderful. They think of me everyday and care for me. I love to laugh with them and share funny stories with them. Kevin and I love to watch "White Collar" with them. It is so much fun. Thanks.
My good friends are fabulous. I appreciate them in my life. They lift me up when I need it and listen to me when I need to vent. Thank you.
This wouldn't be complete without a Thank You to my Hubby. You are the bestest ever. He makes me happy and helps me see the good in myself when I don't. He is so good at making me laugh when I want to cry. He holds me tight when I do cry. He helps encourage me when I want to quit. He is my best cheerleader and I say Thank You! I Love You, Babe!