Appreciation

I am unable to sleep tonight.
It seems that life is on my mind.
More specifically my two little girls.
I miss them terribly.
I miss having them to hold.
I know that with each trial we are given we grow.
I always thought that this would be a trial I could never overcome.
I can.
That doesn't mean I miss my girls,
or get sad some days,
or wish it could be different.
I do.
It can't.
I am coming to realize that it was meant to be.
My little girls are in the perfect place,
literally.
If I do my part here on Earth,
I will be able to raise them in the perfect place.
How amazing.
What a great blessing to strive for.
I love ALL babies.
I love to hold them,
smell them,
rock them,
and love them.
They bring me much joy.
I love to see women with nice round bellies.
They couldn't be more beautiful.
I am amazed each day.
I love my children.
I am blessed by them each day.
I prayed for them.
I pray for them.
I am thankful each day for them.
I cry each day for them.
Thank you.
I love you,
Jessica,
Jaelynn,
Jackson,
Jamison,
Jillian,
Johanna,
and
Jeannie.
I strive each day to be the Mom you deserve.